Yet to be Titled

For once I'm lost for words, I really don't know what to say other than I'm saddened, upset, hurt, annoyed, and so disappointed in myself.

I've hurt someone I care about and hold very dear to me because of what can be best described as my own selfishness my own hurt I must have lost focus on what my intentions were, all I wanted to do was be there and support this friend in her time of need and sorrow. I am crushed that I caused anguish and hurt toward her and to be told I remind her of what she is trying to deal with is truly heart breaking. I really don't know if she will ever see me as the friend I wanted to be. I don't walk away from people no matter what and I will always be there for her no matter what. T is truly an amazing young woman. She has had so much to deal with at such a young age at yet she always has a shining smile, she has so much to offer this world. When people say you can be anything you want to be T really can.

I truly hope that one day she is able to forgive me and we can remain friends but for now I will give her the space and time she needs, I will always hold her in my thoughts. Sorry I am C R U S H E D.

If you can think of a suitable title other than " I'm a dumbass " let me know